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April 14, 2008
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I just wrote this huge whiny post which I then deleted because my troubles are both not that interesting and at least 70% of my own making. (I refuse to take responsibility for other people's emergencies and issues. Those people who have been sucking my energy and time with their bad attitudes and/or lack of planning are responsible for part of my burnout right now, the issue is how much of that is my fault for not putting my foot down and creating some boundaries and how much is completely out of my control.)
Anyway, the point is, I'm in a foul mood. Most of it is my own damn fault, I'm sure, but the fact remains that I am not sure how I'm going to get all of this work done if I never actually sit down to do it. Avoidance was the name of the game this weekend, and it's going to bite me in the ass.
I would really, really love a break, but I have to work my way out from under this steadily increasing pile of papers before I can justify taking one. I took a break for most of the weekend, and it wasn't all that restful because I was fully aware the entire time of all the things I should be doing. I've got to find the wherewithal to just face this shit and get it done so that it's done and then I can take a break.
I think I need a weekend away to look forward to. I sense a roadtrip in my future. Maybe graduation weekend would be a good time to head out of town...
Posted by sally at April 14, 2008 08:44 AM
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